sufficiency

  • the story behind “though the waves arose” ~ Last Sunday

    Earlier today on my other site I posted a poem/hymn I wrote, which I titled “Though the waves arose,” which I’m going to repost here…

    Though the waves arose
    The solid Rock remained
    The name exalted above
    All other gods and names

    In Your billows You were concealed
    Faithfulness fresh, unfailing love
    Grace gushed forth, Your glory revealed
    Plenteous downpour from above

    Though the waves arose
    The solid Rock remained
    The name exalted above
    All other gods and names

    In roaring waves, though anxious and afraid
    Having found grace once again I found grace
    Clouds unveiled Your shining countenance
    Yoked to Christ, hidden in the secret place

    Though the waves arose
    The solid Rock remained
    The name exalted above
    All other gods and names

    When I was thirsting, weary and faint
    Your goodness marched through the wilderness
    The earth shook, the heavens dropped rain
    At break of dawn showed Your lovely face

    Though the waves arose
    The solid Rock remained
    The name exalted above
    All other gods and names

    My mind wavered, hence I was puzzled
    I yielded to fleshly restlessness
    But the Word spoke, the storm was muzzled
    Joy and peace flowed, blessed quietness

    Though the waves arose
    The solid Rock remained
    The name exalted above
    All other gods and names

    Jesus alone thoroughly pleaded my case
    Compassed my soul with songs of deliverance
    In the flood You were my shield and hiding place
    In besieged city showed marvelous kindness

    Though the waves arose
    The solid Rock remained
    The name exalted above
    All other gods and names

    In and through the journey and all around
    The Shepherd preserves and holds me tight
    Hesed’s footsteps pursue me without a sound
    The night becomes day, the darkness light

    Though the waves arose
    The solid Rock remained
    The name exalted above
    All other gods and names

    Each and ev’ry lamb for whom You bled and died
    You will never fail to strengthen and sustain
    Your inheritance You cannot cast aside
    For the praise and blessing of Your glorious name

    Though the waves arose
    The solid Rock remained
    The name exalted above
    All other gods and names

    Mark 4:35  On that day, when evening had come, he said to them, “Let us go across to the other side.” 36  And leaving the crowd, they took him with them in the boat, just as he was. And other boats were with him. 37  And a great windstorm arose, and the waves were breaking into the boat, so that the boat was already filling. 38  But he was in the stern, asleep on the cushion. And they woke him and said to him, “Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?” 39  And he awoke and rebuked the wind and said to the sea, “Peace! Be still!” And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm. 40  He said to them, “Why are you so afraid? Have you still no faith?” 41  And they were filled with great fear and said to one another, “Who then is this, that even wind and sea obey him?”

    Jeremiah 50:33: “Thus says the LORD of hosts: The people of Israel are oppressed, and the people of Judah with them. All who took them captive have held them fast; they refuse to let them go. Their Redeemer is strong; the LORD of hosts is his name. He will surely plead their cause, that he may give rest to the earth, but unrest to the inhabitants of Babylon.”

    I Chronicles 16:25 For great is the LORD, and greatly to be praised, and he is to be held in awe above all gods.

    * * *

    Now I’d like to give you a little background behind “Though the waves arose.”

    Last Sunday our pastor announced he was going to be leaving to take another pastorate, and his final Sunday with us will be July 31.

    When the words left his lips, I found myself in tears, but soon enough, by the goodness and grace of God, I found the tears slowing as I turned to Isaiah 63 and planted myself right there in the sovereign love and care of God, that no matter my feelings or my perceptions about it, as God leads His people, He is not haphazard or cruel, but His love never fails, and He is always purposeful, always working for the good of His children and always working to make for Himself an everlasting and glorious name.

    Isaiah 63:9  In all their affliction he was afflicted,
    and the angel of his presence saved them;
    in his love and in his pity he redeemed them;
    he lifted them up and carried them all the days of old.

    10  But they rebelled
    and grieved his Holy Spirit;
    therefore he turned to be their enemy,
    and himself fought against them.

    11  Then he remembered the days of old,
    of Moses and his people.
    Where is he who brought them up out of the sea
    with the shepherds of his flock?
    Where is he who put in the midst of them
    his Holy Spirit,
    12  who caused his glorious arm
    to go at the right hand of Moses,
    who divided the waters before them
    to make for himself an everlasting name,
    13  who led them through the depths?
    Like a horse in the desert,
    they did not stumble.
    14  Like livestock that go down into the valley,
    the Spirit of the LORD gave them rest.
    So you led your people,
    to make for yourself a glorious name.

    You may wonder how I got to Isaiah 63…

    The day before, I’d read Joseph Hart’s hymn “Blessed is the Man that endureth Temptation” and was blessed and encouraged by that, and in particular by the final two lines:

    Finish, dear Lord, what is begun.
    Choose thou the way; but still lead on.

    I couldn’t remember those exact words on Sunday morning, but I did remember the general idea and I had also been looking at related Scriptures the night before, including that passage in Isaiah 63. (Sunday afternoon I did end up posting the hymn and some associated Scriptures here.) So it was as if God had truly provided me with that extra portion of manna for the Sabbath: in this case the assurance that He would finish what he had begun, though it was up to Him as to what that way would be.

    God is certainly choosing a way I wasn’t expecting, but He is God and I am not! I am trusting Him to finish what He has begun. I don’t know what this will mean for me in particular, but I am asking for God’s grace to be patient and wait upon God and to have faith to believe God is leading this congregation (and me) in a way that will make for Himself an everlasting and glorious name, for that’s really the bottom line, isn’t it?

    On Monday morning, I went out to a nearby park to sit and read for a while. Afterwards, I wanted to do some walking, so I took my books/backpack back to my car first. On the way, I became quite sad and overwhelmed once again about our pastor leaving and began questioning a lot of things and crying, but right away it was almost as if God lifted me out of time and reminded me of how He had worked wonderfully in our last church, through some very difficult and trying circumstances to draw me closer to Him and increase my love for Him (see here and here) and how my attitude at that point was mostly one of self-absorption and self-pity (the latter Oswald Chambers said was of the devil).

    After I’d taken my books to my car, I got a sermon cued up on my iPod and then began walking. I’d not walked very far, and then I heard someone call my name. It was a Christian sister whom I’d not seen in several years… and to add to this – she now lives several hundred miles away (almost a five hour drive) in another state! She was visiting in town and was out walking with another believer. After I shared with them about our pastor leaving, we all prayed together. It was truly a sweet and a wonderful evidence of God’s providential care in the storm!

    So that gives you some sense as to why I wrote what I did today regarding Christ being that solid Rock in the storm and waves.

    God always provides His people with all we need for the journey, and I wanted to give Him thanks and praise for the precious manna He has been providing for me before, during and since Sunday morning, the time the storm hit.

    In my last update, after giving some excerpts from the story of William Carey, I wrote that

    The portions I continue to come back to are “discouraged but not dissuaded,” “preached about it to his little flock,” “the indifference of others around him did not stop Carey from seeking to rouse the apathetic,” and “a wild and impracticable scheme, but he continued undaunted.”

    In spite of what’s happening with our pastor and our church, I do not want to be dissuaded, I wish to continue undaunted in the work God has for me to do. I am praying God would strengthen me to do so.

    As you are led, I would appreciate your praying not only for me but also for our congregation, that we would be filled with God’s wisdom as we go about calling our next pastor and we would be knit together in God’s Spirit and be of one heart and mind.

    I’ll close with a little more from Hart’s hymn, which makes for a fitting prayer:

    For though our cup seems fill’d with gall,
      There’s something secret sweetens all.

    How harsh soe’er the way,
    Dear Saviour, still lead on;

    Nor leave us, ’till we say,
        “Father, thy will be done.”

    Finish, dear Lord, what is begun.
    Choose thou the way; but still lead on.

  • “Temptation” by Joseph Hart

    A short while ago I came across the hymn “Temptation” by Joseph Hart and have found it a great encouragement to my soul – primarily because it is based on and full of Scripture! (You may be familiar with Joseph Hart; he wrote “Come Ye Sinners, Poor & Wretched” – and yes, that’s the original wording.)

    If you are in the midst of temptation and are struggling with doubts tonight, I pray God might impart Christ’s comfort, assurance and strength to you in a very real sense as you consider Jesus Christ, the Son of God, our merciful and faithful great high priest…

    Psalm 46:1  God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.

    Temptation.
    by Joseph Hart

    Hymn 70 in
    Hymns Composed on Various Subjects. third edition 1811

    1  YE tempted souls, reflect
          Whose name ’tis you profess:
       Your Master’s lot you must expect,
          Temptations more or less.

    2 Dream not of faith so clear,
          As shuts all doubtings out:
        Remember how the devil could dare
           To tempt ev’n Christ to doubt.

    3 “If thou’rt the Son of God,
           (O, what an IF was there!)
       These stones, here, speak them into food,
          And make that Sonship clear.”

    4 View that amzing scene!
          Say, could the tempter try
    To shake a tree so sound, so green?
           Good God, defend the dry.

    5 Think not he now will fail
          To make us shrink and droop.
    Our faith he daily will assail;
           And dash our very hope.

    6 That impious IF he thus
           At God incarnate threw,
        No wonder if he cast at us,
           And make us feel it too.

    7 To cause despair’s the scope
           Of Satan and his pow’rs.
        Against hope to believe in hope,
           My brethren, must be ours.

    8 Buts, Ifs, and Hows are hurl’d
          To sink us with the gloom
    Of all that’s dismal in this world,
           Or in the world to come.

    9 But here’s our point of rest.
          Tho’ hard the battle seem,
    Our Captain stood the fiery test,
          And we shall stand through him.

    Hebrews 2:10  For it became him, for whom are all things, and by whom are all things, in bringing many sons unto glory, to make the captain of their salvation perfect through sufferings.  11  For both he that sanctifieth and they who are sanctified are all of one: for which cause he is not ashamed to call them brethren, 12  Saying, I will declare thy name unto my brethren, in the midst of the church will I sing praise unto thee. 13  And again, I will put my trust in him. And again, Behold I and the children which God hath given me. 14  Forasmuch then as the children are partakers of flesh and blood, he also himself likewise took part of the same; that through death he might destroy him that had the power of death, that is, the devil; 15  And deliver them who through fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage. 16  For verily he took not on him the nature of angels; but he took on him the seed of Abraham. 17  Wherefore in all things it behoved him to be made like unto his brethren, that he might be a merciful and faithful high priest in things pertaining to God, to make reconciliation for the sins of the people. 18  For in that he himself hath suffered being tempted, he is able to succour them that are tempted.

    Hebrews 4:14  Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed into the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our profession. 15  For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin. 16  Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.


  • In my contemplation | update 4/29/11

     
    O, my God
    In my contemplation
    O, my soul takes flight
    Ascends to Zion’s height

    O, how to show Your loveliness
    O, how to show Your life
    To all who took the fatal bite
    Enslaved by sin’s plight

    O, my God
    In my contemplation
    O, my soul takes flight
    Ascends to Zion’s height

    O how to show Your brightness
    O how to show Your delight
    To all who are joyless
    Downcast by sin’s plight

    O, my God,
    In my contemplation
    O, my soul takes flight
    Ascends to Zion’s height

    O, how to show Your splendor
    O, how to show Your light
    To all who are darkened
    Blinded by sin’s plight

    O, my God,
    In my contemplation
    O, my soul takes flight
    Ascends to Zion’s height

    O, Lord God
    In my contemplation
    O, my soul is weeping
    Behold! the city sleeping

    O, Lord God
    In my contemplation
    Souls are hungry
    Souls are thirsty

    O, Lord God
    In my contemplation
    Ears are stopped
    Eyes are blinded

    O, Lord God
    In my contemplation
    Sent to the wilderness
    I speak but am voiceless

    O, Lord God
    In my contemplation
    See the bones lying
    Aroma of souls dying

    O, my God
    In my contemplation
    Groaning, yearning
    Christ in my heart burning

    O, my God
    In my contemplation
    O, my tongue is silent
    Heavens above be rent

    O, my God
    In my contemplation
    Not one seed have I
    Hasten to the sower supply

    O, my God
    In my contemplation
    Loaves will you not lend
    To the sowers You send

    O, my God
    In my contemplation
    Pleading here below
    Celestial wine flow

    O, Lord God
    In my contemplation
    Be merciful to the holy nation
    For Your glory and celebration

    “The Lord furnish us all with spiritual food wherewith to feed so great multitudes.”
    George Whitefield’s Journals, Saturday, May 26, 1739



    Isaiah 55:10 …giving seed to the sower and bread to the eater…

    II Corinthians 9:10  He who supplies seed to the sower and bread for food will supply and multiply your seed for sowing and increase the harvest of your righteousness.


    Thank you for your continued prayers and encouragements. As of late I have found increasing challenges and powerful temptations, including many fears and doubts rising up in my mind in a hellish fashion. I don’t use the word “hellish” flippantly here or in an exaggerated manner. There is a battle going on for my own soul and the souls of men. But God has been faithful to meet me and strengthen me throughout. And so, once again today I am asking Him to supply what I cannot. Without Him we can do nothing. That is just not a nice Bible verse to memorize and regurgitate. It is not a trite cliché. It is the true reality of the Christian life. We have no life apart from Jesus Christ and His all-sufficient supplies.

    In God’s wonderful providence, as I’ve been led to focus in on Psalm 84 as a start to our women’s study (please see here for a little more on that), I’ve become even more keenly aware of the struggles we (I!) face on our Christian pilgrimage, as we (I) strive to make our (my) calling and election sure, to press onto the prize of the high calling.

    I love the whole Psalm, but here are some of my favorite verses (from the NKJV):

    5 Blessed is the man whose strength is in You,
             Whose heart is set on pilgrimage.
     6 As they pass through the Valley of Baca,
             They make it a spring;
             The rain also covers it with pools.
     7 They go from strength to strength;
             Each one appears before God in Zion.

    We need to continue to go back to our God – time and again – there is never a time we can stop doing so. That is our blessed privilege and calling as children of God who have been redeemed with the blood of the Lamb. We are wholly dependent on Christ for each and every step of our pilgrimage. After all, this is a spiritual pilgrimage and we are in need of spiritual supplies; earthly supplies simply will not do! They will not get us to the Celestial City! God alone is our strength and our life. He is everlasting strength and everlasting life. Apart from Him, we have no true strength and no true life. We will never be joyful or overflow with living water in the weeping and thirsty Valley of Baca unless we continue to go back to eat and drink of Christ. And if we are not eating and drinking as we ought, if we as Christians are not going from strength to strength, if we are not abiding in Christ, how will the joyless and thirsty souls in the world ever be drawn to Christ? We are sent into the dry and parched world so Christ’s living waters might bubble up from within us and flow out through us.

    John 7:37  On the last day of the feast, the great day, Jesus stood up and cried out, “If anyone thirsts, let him come to me and drink. 38  Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, ‘Out of his heart will flow rivers of living water.’” 39  Now this he said about the Spirit, whom those who believed in him were to receive, for as yet the Spirit had not been given, because Jesus was not yet glorified.

    If we aren’t drinking, how will the rivers flow?

    I wrote most of the above post about a week ago, but then put it aside. I “rediscovered” it this morning and noticed how it wonderfully expressed my heart’s cry today. Plus, I was especially excited to see how it flowed from the thoughts I’d posted yesterday on my other site in my post this earthly manna ~ the Christian hedonist’s plea. (I’ll probably repost it there sometime, but I know I’ve been remiss in giving you an update here and wanted to do so…even though I know there’s a pretty big overlap in my readers.) This morning I’d opened Whitefield’s Journals to read a bit and then came across his wonderful words which helped to tie it all together.

    May our God keep us hungry and thirsty for Him!

    I Samuel 2:5  Those who were full have hired themselves out for bread,
    but those who were hungry have ceased to hunger.

    Luke 1:53  …he has filled the hungry with good things,
    and the rich he has sent empty away.

    Accepted in and fed and filled by the Beloved,
    Karen


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